Diaries and memories... VII

...Scared...


Would I go the distance?
A speck in the purple sky
Horizons blurred in my mind
Ye ask me nw
Would I lie - today?
Can I cry, ye say
Rivers run too deep in my soul
No tears in my eyes
Rocks hold 'em back
Too huge for anyone
Even you
Even me.

I see no end, no fear
The abyss of Love, scared
Can't get up from the mess
Dying hands hold me back
Sold my soul twice, thrice
Dould my soul again tonite.
The devil smiles at me
He watches, he knows
Would he lie to me
He does s for a living
Gives false hopes
I ain't trapped yet
Why, oh why did I live to die?

I smile today, laugh too
Laugh my heart out
My heart bleeds,
Have reached the horizon
The edge under my feat
Both ways pulling, scared
Hold me please, I'm scared.


OKAY types... 2003, Palash Mitra